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[14 May 2006|03:38pm] |
my jesse. why did you have to drink and drive that night? you know I always tell you that my phone is on if you need a ride. I miss you so much. you were the one thatbrightened my life up when I was down.You looked at everything so positive and lived life to the fullest. You were a crazy individual, so unique, so diifferent. You were my bestfriend. I was at LaurV's yesterday and we were sitting there laughing how Sarah, Nicki, Laur and I were you 4 hoes and you were our PIMP! you so were. You didn't deserve this, you were supposed to be at Marias laying me remember? That's the last thing you said to me is, " CARLEY I'M GOING TO LAY YOU!" I was sitting outside yesterday just waiting for you to roll up in your jeep and say lets go get some food and just get trashed. I miss you so much. We all need you here right now. I never told you I liked you I always had thebiggest crush on you... well maybe you knew! Lauren told me you knew haha. I just want you to come back and say I'm kidding! I hope wherever you are there is non-stop listening to the Beatles, Power Bars, GREENTEA!, and some rock climbing with a bit of ballroom dancing. baby come back. we all want you here. What is Ms. Brennan going todo? She can't scream at us anymore for bothering her, or i cant call you and scream at you for notcoming to school because you are catching up on watching LOST. I need you here. Me you and Nat were suppoosed to go to the zoo this wednesday and I was so excited I always had so much fun with you when we hungout. Rememberwhen you and matt hated Rent and you went to go see a werid movie andcameback and we were still sitting in rent. Gosh. We had so many more good times that neededto be made! This isn't fair. Last Saturday night when we saw the Mahoney Brothers with nat we were doing thetwist and just being dumb.i'm going tomiss it. or whenyou were trying to make lindsey jealous and havemehang on you because you guys were fighthing. gosh....I truely love you boy. You were my little ooompa loompa. We were so close that one time whenthat car in the city was going 40mph andwe were so high! Then we got to see a bellydancer.It wasso muchfun. I miss you just come back already okay? THANKS! i love you babe my Jessica! love you always from your carloscooper.<33
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[14 Mar 2006|06:23pm] |
Amanda and I are going to take over the world one day!
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[19 Jul 2005|10:59am] |
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im sick of you m otherfuckers being my fake friend and treating me like shit! ugh, go fuck yourselves... I wonder when I'll have the guts to tell you kbye.
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[14 Jul 2005|07:26pm] |
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im so screwed, im in video studio shit tonight.
i don't know what todo for my video.
HELP ME!
the prorifial vision thing just didn't work. i don't care give me ideas, many fucking ideas please.kthnx<3
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[26 Jun 2005|04:16pm] |
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Well. I'm at MICA and they finally got the internet to work. I miss home I miss my car, and i miss one other THING and its driving me nuts but why take advil when its a nic fit? i will fight it and be clean by the time i get home! I arrived here yesterday. I have 3 other roomates, I share a room with this chick lindsey shes pretty rad and shes from FL and thats cool and all, wow im sorry im tierd kids. hmm what else? My other roomates have their own rooms. Emma shes adorable and I'm in her room right now my laptop i didnt feel like making it in my room so yeah. And Sarah she is a crackhead and is never here we dont care though.
So today we were put into groups of 7 by our birthdays. Yeah, we built a 20 foot tower ONLY out of newspaper from like 9 took a break at 12 to then 3. so what. like 9 10 11 12 1 2 3 idn, like 6 or 7 hours? ours was pretty cool, we never really built it 20 feet but yeah hahahah I never knew you could be so artistic with just newspaper...did you?
I miss rachel a lot. YOU KNOw people are pretty ridiculous today, just dont fucking go into my past anymore and try to be friends with them ughhhh. go away i dont like you. okay but yeah i miss rachel i never got to say goodbye but i just got off the phone with her. shes going to Canada on Thursday I loved it there its awsome. wooo!
I never brought my camera so im gona have to take pictures with my phone of everyone and everything. There are so many different people here. No one is the same, you're your own individual its pretty cool. I need a nap I was upset late int he middle of the night lastnight but forgget them. IDC! YAY RACH hahahaha
well yeah im just rambaling on. MICA IS fun. If you want to visit me give me a call i'm sure you'd know my cellphone and you can comme up here and playy!
woooo
okay. I have a meeting soon to get our schedules and shit and I need to go wake Lindsey up because shses fast asleep.
alright yeah my layout is so fucked up! ANYONE wanna just fix it? okaybye.
<3coooops
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[13 Jun 2005|07:49pm] |
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Whats it called when you just get this exciting gut feeling in your belly but don't know why?
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[06 Apr 2005|12:13am] |
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It's so crazy how life can just click in and give you the biggest reality check of your life...gosh im thankful fore verything i have.. no more complaining.
stephen why? I still don't understand. Happy 18th brithday.. RIP we will always remember your goofy self<3
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[09 Mar 2005|08:48pm] |
I need a break from Livejournal.
I'll still post comments on everyone else's but im leaving for a bit!
buhbye.
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[07 Mar 2005|09:32pm] |
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I FEEL LIKE YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME, MY DRIVING, AND ANYTHING NICE I EVER DID FOR YOU.
WHAT THE FUCK.
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[01 Mar 2005|09:53pm] |
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hi! I'm a fat kid. I went on the bike we just got because mah daddy was working out too& stuff...and so i went on it..NOTE that I havent worked out since september.. ugh ew. I went on the bike for 12 minutes which I was super proud ofmyself. I like the feeling you get after you work out, you feel like you accomplish something! Anyways..I got most of my interms today. I'm pretty much only passing 1 class! WHAT yeah! History at 90%! holla. I'm really behind on both computer graphics classes I need to catch up soo bad but it's hard! I finally finished my website today, I picked roxy& you pretty much had to redesign it and stuff... I did that but I had to make 3 pages& one was sunglasses director is a freaking hard program to learn for me! We're just learning flash now and I like it but its so confusing. I doubt anyone really even knows these programs that I'm talking about! hah! Ahh theres so much going on through my mind rigth now. I really want t o lose weight even thought I just randomly gained 3 or 4 pounds after staying the same weight for 6 months. I also want todo better in school. I haven't dipped out early since the beg. of 3rd quarter. butmah momma always finds out anyways... HAH! but..anyways yeah I feel like im being a good student but tonight i actually did all my homework! woot!
ahh I don't like the wind. gah<3carley
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[10 Feb 2005|10:14pm] |
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You know what the best feeling is in the world?
Having your bestfriend back and knowing your comfert zone is back for good! Josh and I have been fighting a lot recently and we made up. This boy is seriously my source to happiness recently besides mah LURRA!!!!!11 Anyways this weekend is going to be the most amazing weekend ever! HAPPY 18th ALMOST ANNIE! yOU'RE THE BEST AND THE FUNNIEST SHIT EVA BEEEEETCH! I'M SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW NIGHT! LOVEEEEEEE<3
okay bye. no comments? god seriously i think i've died on lj kbye!
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| hi who wants to be 5 years old again? |
[08 Feb 2005|09:29pm] |
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Gosh I wish I was 5 years old again. I just want to freaking tell you but I can't. I'm crazy to know that I actually kept a promise for once. KILL ME WHY DONTCHA. so anyways let's go back to being 5 yearsold where you felt NO emotional feelings whatsoever.
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[04 Feb 2005|05:19am] |
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it's 5:20 AM i woke up with the chills like a bitch& my head being bleh. I have a fever. I feel like poooo. 100.5 yeah its kinda nothing but bleh it feels like im dying over here.
for all you Baltimore County fuckers we're 2 hours late!!!
ugh im sad. I was so supposed to go to Don Pablos& then Java Mommas with josh...I guess that isn't happening now. WHY COULDN'T I HAVE GOTTEN SICK DURING THE WEEK!? UGH.
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[01 Feb 2005|06:53pm] |
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Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what...We call a tragedy.
Come back to me, Come back to me, To me.
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[30 Jan 2005|10:51am] |
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I've been so happy lately! I forgot what it feels like for a guy to make you happy& actually have emotional feelings back! mmm!Garden State is amazing. The most amazing movie& the most amazing soundtrack. I LOVE IT. I just saw it yesterday im practically infactuated with that movie...Sad eh?
welp its snowing& lastnight i slid like 1 million times getting home itwas so scary.
how was everyones weekend!? LOVEEEEEEEE<33
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[26 Jan 2005|09:11pm] |
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I KISSED A BOY TONIGHT, it has been my wish since 8th grade to feel this misters lipssss! haha it finally happenddd woooo!
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| I think i've found my real bestfriend.... |
[25 Jan 2005|11:37pm] |
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Laura& I met lastyear, I don't remember how. But wow! We've gotten so close she's seriously is the best. okay im done with the mooshy shit. she came over on sunday because I was pretty much snowed in and we were werid& took odd pictures...
( I try to be cool for you! )
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| the snow makes me bored like everyone else! |
[23 Jan 2005|11:44am] |
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Everyone gets bored when they're stuck home with there parents. Try being the only child doing nothing. I seriously sat there watching TV all day yesterday! Laura is coming over today. I'm excited im going ot pick her up soon with my dad...If the roads are clear then i'm gona drive laterand hopefuly see my lover joshhhhhh! haha
okay welp have a good day fuckers!!1111<3
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[19 Jan 2005|09:28pm] |
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I took this picture a couple days ago out my window, i like it. god school is stressing me out I wish i could get amazing grades and we could all smile.
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